mixed

me n u could make cute, speak wildness, me n u culd make sweet ,drown u in insane, yeah me n u could make for a greater understanding that if any, only few can.
make time for me in those future plans even if its jus as a bitch you say , na my position working up in the world the rite way. one day ill be there in the only way planned because thats jus what u promised u could. if only i would. ur there im here so whats left but up in our heads, dreaming if only we could, me n u could make soundful musical magic more than the blessings weve been handed, this skill got me screaming, making dealings beyond compare but reality this is not here, to be heard as what this stands as.. diamonds got miss vixen and tangled the two in time ull see,, this is all just me sarah lucy miss perry miss vixen diamond and gloss princess of light shinning now with too many names just for extra pleasure after the alter egos gone how much left is me. does it matter that this is some blessed thing it seems so so now goodbye.

Take this each day, you get ta see me..in a real reality. All I see is you sitting as fame. In this game plan im as sane as ‘ever’ could provide…if ever the truth sings thru. I could say im proud but yet to see is the result so can pride even come into it, yay a ah na,


yes this is the bit that tells you, you cant ask me just wat ur thinking with out offence been taken,, coz i know what ur wanting and im not so sure..ur gnna get nuthing more than a smile. so go walk away in ur stride with the little pride urve got left, 


making u drive faster in that seat that u claim is ur fun, bought from the dollas urve grown. Puffing up in wat u see.

Its not what u were thinking this must be diamond, im still tryna find the divide between her and the dream miss vixen.. vix entering to get ur fix of shot unto the wall of living beaming deemed classes above the rest. Up to the best to see where this could go.. hoe. oh no..not the vixen in me.

Vixenised before your time.. this is the begginging and beyond diamonds fine lines….sez u spoke up in the rawest realest to provoke sumthing to rage the mind more than dope.. or the dopest. Mistakes are made in these faces. Yet success can be seen in one face left to dream…

Short an sweet its not easy to be when urve broken so many hearts…taken apart ur own soul for doing so…

Making this one last till the last laugh tears us apart

If you could step into this markd spot, making u go go go boi into my start breaker placement could be urs in this hot tub next to miss vixen into you for sure I could just say theres more than two im into you. Making you go go go boi for me. Oowe how it be that I could say this to you without a care in the world.. well well well that’s jus how I know ya see, youd be, if there were another way to be and to see.

I could do this big life.. living life above the ground walking all the way down to be seen like the sun hot beyond fireing heat, liking these chains but im wanting sapphires and diamond rings.. I want ta act in a life I know about..not this game of battles surviving on a blessing and a prayer.

MISS VIXEN enters

if u cant see wha tthis paper looks like in my wallet and into the tiller today i got wat i want. wagy woble not on ur hands this is miss vixen........ missed dimond lost her top N TURNED IN TO THE  gloss  speaking making u wnder past the shops straight to my ass. making u wonder how u ever lived without... me as diamond or vixen miss... put beautifully im the world of gurls represented in one body i make naked look like free fire. wen i move i lik like i like ryt up u. top to toe or toe to top of the place inm which u believed it was wrong to be spoken of. but i am the feminest of today so why c ant i be as does by a man obn a daily strive. knotches uo on that .. i tredated them worse than they couldve treated me as their hoe is what they hoped... yet.. haha they they they were mine mine ... unwanted trash up on that ass.. mixed in my glass vodka lime an and diamonds lemonade asked glossed up miss vixen approaches and the music saved u look at what was gaved.given.. never before this kinda liven mixen miss vixen!

something nice for you.....

havent done this kinda writing for a while..
hmm this is weird world..something becomes the "norm" ...for who/
you? and i also!
so to attempt/ i shall say/ i will not try at all/ a sense of fear it poses/ so to attempt ..i will be on my way..as u find this left behind ..please ask y?(to urself) .
...dont ask y im here this time/ u dont wanna know the tale behind the tiger pouncing on her pray/im gnna get this game/ my nirvana cards arnt falling at my feet)
these temptations in the way i say this... im jus serenading with styles classd as from above what u reading....
or say it this way/ these expectaions of my own/ these choices/ i will not forget...

regret i want not to know

thus making for a learning...in a happiness of how to grow.
i ask thee not for an opinion just acception of the facts... yes...i could say it all nicely.... and put it through to u like light...or what? u may ask... /is for lightning to strike /done it could be if this truedom/ with thus/ thought place we find ...learning what you need to know in ur true soul.... truedom...a place u should know/ just think about ur real wants/
ask deeper literally / for a space in between the right shoulder /left heart/ (head/mindspace)/ and solar plexus..k

and that was nice wasnt it ?! 

diamondsez xo

put eminem on and see what happens please in need a beat......

ouch my head hurts from this shit
mummy should i cry to u again that im insane up hea in this nora mal cee
25yrs gone and my spirits more than strong for what i got ta give so hea we go again...

my ears are ringing... but i bet not as much as yours wen u hear me singing... coz u know im the best at this ... so switch the alarm off bitch and put ur head at rest.. and just listen to whats been sed.../i sed im the best/ bitches/ so dont even try and deny urself...the listening pleasure/ when im saying this/u cant fight/ what?/ wat ur soul knows is ryt/ ur mind is asking u how she can do this/ but you know what to do/ jus shut up and let it flow ryt through you/

ooooo!!!! :P

now u got me on a mad rant..skank!/ yeah you thats who... think i cant talk coz i neva been in ur shoes....i dare you to ask wat i been through...
go on try me?!
":but shes white G" is she?
yea funny that....is there abit of racist shit up in ur mind or perhaps a steriotype for this kinda life writing..rap this! :P
look deeper and understand that these hear wordscame straight outa gods plan...so take a second look doughting wat u seeing too/ yea im a lady not a bitch arse.. (like what u see wen u look in the mirror at ur face) look in ur eyes i suggest u give it a try ...windows to the soul.. ...memory space..i lost ya..so(s) so "i say lots ya.."
u know by the time u put this on for a second tym....and actually recognis that line...as a direct order...or suggestion...i bet you wanna take a look at whats behind this life.....look at ur own i told ya...but looking at me ..isnt it interesting what u see...


diamondsez xo         

point to note......Em sign me x

hey the alarm clock is ring..in/ inthis and this is jus what i feel is ryt this minute only the posible option for me/ "wont back down" thea i finnaly gave u the ansa to the fucking ringin shock /clocking ths the best way to mesure this is a wont bak down shit think this hot i aint even gonna ask?!1!.... if u got it ? (2) if u want it i can do this so yes all this in our time is happening man i know ur making a diffrence u think i take too long/ well i cna tell u this is not just my card..on no now it is hea 4sure..this a start u neva made..sing to me one more time? i appreciate our powers so lets make this chicken chowder instead of chickshit asswholes!!! read that twice thats what i sed this is me and our dreams so(s) kl/let /not u can(t)/ so be proud, stand tall/ i can ...and he got that bit so shit hea again i tel u ur thougts are not what makes u but i no u hearing what i say i want it this way for all of us ..so make it true- its my favourite word but i guess not yet do u wanna know that bit..but i got so much more so drop my thought let it be.., let u listen and c what u hear?

Diamondsez xo

diamond style!!! comp entry for (the game) -"pot of Gold "- as seen on fb

diamond style!!! comp entry for (the game)  been home ...aint nothing i wanna leave....
but that pot of gold got me/... searching up in my mind and up in this life/ for whats left to find?...
. upon this place of mine .before we part more/ lets make this tru war.
/.peace/ we should be fighting for /..inside each of us /we want that dolla gold. ...
real worth is so much more .... inner wealth/ be ryt here /in all of us ..
.thats the  real / pot of gold.. /. it comes with peace but in pieces we seem to be.
.. land and skies lie before me/ yet still i c the truth/ u dont (seem to) see the seems that need mending// as i sed u are living dead wrong/ look beyond ur fucking self..

find ur own...rainbow..with ur real/ pot of gold... ur true soul

as promised...poetry

this first one was written 15/10/09
others undated but im sure its '09 stuff until the last one....

take note word of the day; WITHIN! :)


{a new book
a new begining
a new journey}

a task but such a journey
to continue to write
when i cant even talk to you

...

im so drained and im not quite myself
now that ur not around
i could say i dont know what i feel
when really iknow quite well what ive found

a new sence of self
myself
to be in the future
a self truth .. never alone
coz i have myself within
more than before
 i'll know
infact
now this is it
im aware
this desision
to be alone
is the better road
4 my within.. self.

4 a way to begin
and go and grow
to get rid of ur pain
insane by you,
thats not my life
not my road
im not gonna stand on ur road
you can travel alone
or with someone else
but it wont be me
involved in ur rain ..pure pain,
im not gonna stubble anymore on my road
im not gonna stumble along
i'll be fine
this shining sun
is mine
myself within!



/////////

beautiful musical notes
floating in my airwaves
for each day
could i have seen
could i have heard (this)
without you
beautiful musical notes


////////

can i ever
look at you the same
see in the good again
within ur name

can i ever
take away the blame
see in the good again
within ur shame

/////

branded within
standing without
how to win
when in this predicament

how not to fall
when to complete
with such a grace,
patients and place

inside fighting wild
no longer a child,
lost and incomplete
wanting to cut this ribbon
walk through this,
knowing all would be forgiven

is it eva gonna happen
so walk tall
i hear the voice speak,
within my disgrace
embraced

to be reliving (reborn)
amongst tortured coils
of the living
still i watch the sun rise
and know it wont be our demise

///

begging for true love
down put please ur sin
we are living,
at a cost
but need not,
it be a loss

/////and ryt now..

thus.. love the real self..
of your person.. human BEING
be who in which u were born
a soul for growth upon lands
u are more than wats wrong
u are more than whats right
u are real here and now
and tonight
please remember
life is beyond earths pain
yes be-yond
youth in mind
yearn for more
in ur name
of this time
we are not wrong
we are beings in waiting
for much much more
love peace and harmony
within ur reach


Diamondsez xo